Fuck! Shit! Why me? Why this?

Just breathe, calm down
keep calm
just breathe
don’t forget to breathe

i can’t deal with this
i won’t deal with this
please stop please stop please

Focus your thoughts.
Not there, no.
Not on that, no!
God dammit!

whatwasithinking oh god oh god

Failure! Stupid excuse for a brain!

Will the voices
bombarding my already
full to the brim brain